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MENTAL HEALTH Poetry RECOVERY SELF

Knock Knock! Shobo | Poem

At midnight, I wonder why crave flesh cutting,

Was not it enough I stayed in hatred to destroy myself?

I wonder how it feels to love someone,

All known is the chronic darkness years claimed.

Haven’t you cut a bad woman in life I lived?

I tried to end my sufferings and you saved to suffer.

Again, I desire to go back in darkness

Where my flesh would rot and my soul would scream,

That would not last, my dear, nothing does for me.

I felt loved and it goes away in nothingness,

I love and it goes away in nothingness.

I ask no more of pain and hate,

Come and stay to leave another night,

I’m trying to stop another destruction,

My mind is conspiring again!

©sjwordsmith

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