Why I feel© sjwordsmith
Attraction to other women,
Symbolism to other people,
Dread to say anything meaningless,
Deathra, is it how that four walls cage
Taught to avoid the feelings for a woman,
I desire to share a life I suppress?
I don’t deserve (or do I)
Love I never learned about;
Touch I never thought about;
Security I never felt about;
You couldn’t say more what I feel,
You never did understand the pain,
Still, my heart runs for love,
Is it the way peace feels like
The thoughts stay in one place and smile?