I’m in constant agony; seeking revenge
Of the undone traumas claimed in years.
Deathra, why do I crave more pain of others,
Knowing I couldn’t understand mine more?
Stay the time, you speak of love and kind,
I may smile in hope to wake a forgetful sane.
Don’t show the night we talk about in these words,
I fear when that will come, I will hide in the light,
To spread the dark desires you never cared further.
An urge speak about anxious past,
I’m afraid I will lose myself again.