Let The Darkness Consumes Me | Poem

This night shall pass into nothingness,

This moment of pain should pass into something else,

This holy knowledge would pass into meaningless,

Let the darkness come!

Let it take me with her shadow!

I failed in expressing myself,

I failed in trusting the sickness,

Let the darkness come!

Pain demands more pain,

Misunderstanding demands more misunderstandings,

I demanded acceptance,

Let the darkness come!

Tell about me,
I had a good life,

I had tried,

I had failed with everything to nothing,

Let the darkness come!

Come, oh dear death! Don’t ask me to beg,

I got enough time away and in the desperation of you,

Let the darkness come!

Come!
Dig me up in deep darkness,

Don’t let me see the lightness,

I’m strong to bounce the death,

I’m weak to not hurt myself,

I’ll come back with returning,

Let the darkness come!

I waited. I had patience.

Now, my head is on fire,

My cravings are high,

I need to get hurt,

I desire more pain in pain,

Let the darkness come!

Consider my consumption,

As the slap of eternity on my creators,

As freedom of choice from imprisonment,

As the only way to meet the final gift,

As a call for my daughter,

As a defeat from loved ones,

As my redemption from cursing voices,

As the beginning end to end,

Let the darkness come!

I feel betrayed,

I feel unwanted,

I feel burdened,

Let the darkness come!

This night shall pass into nothingness,

This night shall fill into darkness,

This night shall ask into beingness,

Let the darkness come!

I ask her,

Let the darkness consumes me,

Let the darkness take me in her lap,

So, I can feel sleepy and hail the hypocrisy,

Let the darkness come!

Let the darkness consumes me, at last!
At last!
Let her come…

© Suraj Jangid

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