If it’s your ordeal, tearing the screams of night,
Don’t look away in shame, which inflicted upon,
There’s darkness I hide and it defines my life.
Be sad, be happy, be secure, be insecure,
Nothing matters when a touch of longing comes,
There’s emptiness I fill and it scares the soul.
If I stay alive, what these words say more,
I tortured my own soul on pains I collected,
Believe me, all I desire is deathbed beside yours.
I fight to not write you in my words for years,
There’s us then and now, which stirs other’s soul.
A secret I reveal, to dissemble the dark fog,
I stay in shadows to become the darkness,
Your scars or mine, dearest,
They pain the infinities; stay for a while,
Nothingness comes of everything, we thrive.