I am emotionally tired. They took me to a psychiatrist. I tried to be defensive. He gave some medicine, which I have used earlier as well. I came to know about certain things and I am sure now that I have the power to destroy as well. I am waiting. I have patience.
Stay with me. I am holding on to you. My family got manipulated and I trust them blindly. I could not trust anybody in Here. False truths. Manipulation. Making me sick even more, I want to destroy everyone’s life over here. Is this what I am supposed to do? I will be out soon.
Be the woman as I know you, Deathra. You are so much to me. Keep me alive.